Where Am I?

During these past few months, inconsistency with my goals and plans has been prevalent. The right road seems so vivid but it`s so blurry like there was some fog obstructing the beautiful view outside the window. Life seems to go on as if it doesn`t stop. The days flew by like the wind whipping my face in swift motions.

Indecision and uncertainty have always been a part of living my life. Perhaps everything ought to be the way they should be. The way life seemed to have so many characters and flavors that it came to the point that it was almost far from understandable. It seems like it. Sometimes, you just have to flow to the rhythm of life until you find the reason to move farther towards life`s goals.

My thoughts seem to flow more slowly during these days. It`s as if I`m looking for something. Something peaceful and fulfilling. Is this God`s way of carefully letting me know my purpose?


- Kathryn

A Day Outside The House

Today is a very exhausting day. I went to the National library and researched for my report. So far, so good. It`s better that I worked instead of procrastinated. This day seemed like a normal one.

Unfortunately, I didn`t have the opportunity to splurge my time in the library. Just searching for the books that I needed took so much time. Nevertheless, the library is extensive. I really liked it. They have a wide variety of books, newspapers, magazines and many more. They also have old and rare things. I was slightly unaware at first that the book that I was intending to borrow was more than 20 years old. I was fortunate enough to find and borrow the book. It was "Orosman at Zafira" of Balagtas (Francisco Baltazar). Earlier before I searched for this book, I searched for articles that was needed for my report. Slightly unaware again, I didn`t notice that the newspapers that was on my search list was over 25 years. Unfortunately, I was able to find only one article. Anyway, I honestly appreciated that the library kept the broadsheets, magazines and others that were published. I even saw a collection of magazines that were published in the 70`s. They had them arranged according to specific ranges of dates. The experience inside the library was thrilling.

I also acquired a small tripod for my camera so I can start filming videos for my new channel in Youtube. The sales lady called it the "Octopus" probably because it looked like it has three tentacles.  

When I was heading home, there were some people on the way that was out because of the smoke-like circled around the moon. It looked like as if the moon is perfectly in the middle of the circle. The circle around it also looked flawless in shape. (It can`t be seen on the picture above because it wasn`t as bright as the moon. The circles on the picture other than the moon is probably because of my camera.)

This was a normal day, but I`m grateful that I had it.

- Kathryn