Uncertain Future

Uncertainty is a common feeling most of those in my age might feel. Being a teenager is barely being only a child. It is a stage wherein significant decisions has to be made. As I live my everyday life, I constantly ought to think about my future. My decisions are crucial to the well-being of my future.

Going through life with obstacles in front is frightening. Uncertainty can be destructive or affirmative depending to how our perspectives are. Being pessimistic about life`s hurdles will definitely start the point of destruction but being optimistic will help us think of solutions, strengthen our faith, develop our imaginative ways of living with purpose and create a stronger immune system against the polluted society.

Being uncertain with the future may express the essential desire you and I have for the betterment of the upcoming. For me, this is a nice thing. Being concerned with how the way our future may go may help us in being cautious about the way we live today.

The uncertain future is indeed may be a fearful dream. This fearful dream can help a person live fearlessly. A person who have many fears yet optimistic and faithful enough to overthrow them. I am an uncertain teenager with an uncertain future, a developing child that may consistently grow with nothing but every good thing through faith and possibly nothing else.

Thank you for taking the time to read this post. What are your viewpoints toward the uncertain future? You may share them through commenting. Have a beautiful day.

- Kathryn

Turning Sixteen

Hello readers.

Today has been fair. I attended an examination and I worked at home. It rains often and it is making me feel cold. The last few days have been saddeningly idle. It didn`t seem right. I also just turned sixteen. Another turning point in my life.

Life wouldn`t be the same anymore. It is because my life kept on changing as my existence continues. There are more obligations to handle, emotions to control and trials to overcome. Being strong and steadfast helps me get through this uncertain stage of my life.

Love, peace, happiness, contentment, fulfillment and devotion managed to stick inside my head. These things are words with value. Many lives revolve around these yet many can`t attain them.  Goals and ambitions thankfully restrict me of unrighteous acts.

Sincerely, I have no knowledge what it`s like to be a sixteen years old girl. Is it disastrous? Is it like the reality TV show "16 and Pregnant"? or Is it a time to accept what is being given? Nowadays, I tend to look more of what is being offered. Is it not good?

Is the age of sixteen really the turning point of my life? I have so many questions that are yet to be answered. I must keep calm and must be free of worries.

There are many things in my life that I`m unsure of such as my fate. I have learned that making the wise and right decisions will dictate one`s destiny. This may be inevitably agreeable. Thankfully, despite every thought, I`m still here. I`m still writing, blinking, sitting and thinking despite the disquietness of the hesitancy I feel.  I am still blessed and I`m grateful for that. No matter what is being given, I have to face it with courage, preparedness and faith despite the number of years I have been living.

- Kathryn

Emotionally Alarmed

Right now, it`s exactly 1:48 AM, and I haven`t slept yet. The events in my daily life has been sadly physically inactive yet my heart and soul are deeply troubled. The clashing of the happenings in my head are like tiny bombs exploding inside my brain. The confusing moves of a dearly loved one is wistfully overwhelming. I always have doubts if my brain is working too much or I`m simply disheartened. Life has been rolling the dice and it`s been making me dizzy.

It is not laziness nor dreariness that makes one willingly still. It`s the obstacles of life that makes one long for a peaceful journey. There are times my heart feels heavy as if it has been working non-stop. But it hasn`t. It`s only exhausted. I am hoping for the water and food for this heart. It yearns love, care, happiness, fulfillment, honesty and sincerity. Only those who have been counted has the capability to be generous to contribute to such needs.

The shamefully works of people cause distress and trouble. It`s agonizingly painful to bear.

The mysterious moves of a loved one is breathtakingly surprising and sad. It`ll be a long journey to overcome.

Thoughts are jammed up, life is rolling, I am still.

- Kathryn

A Continuous Journey of Life: Dull Atmosphere or Simply Inactive?

In the past few weeks, I`ve been doing fairly well in my activities. I`ve also spoken in front of the class for participation. Despite the goodness my days may seem, I`ve been noticing dreariness in the events I take part in. Is it because of the dullness of my surroundings or simply the unwillingness to work?

This week, after classes, I studied in the library until afternoon or night. Despite the appearance of studiousness, it doesn`t seem as productive as I thought it would be. Am I pushing myself to work hard or am I just working for the sake of just working?

As confusing my week may appear, I have one thing I`m sure of. I`m certain that with optimism and inspiration, I can get through the difficult adjustments I`m still experiencing in my new school. No matter how weary it may get, constant hoping and trying is the key. A great favorite saying or quote of mine that I found in a book entitled "God`s Little Devotional Book For Teens" says "You will never fail, unless you stopped trying." I agree with this saying or quote. Our life goes on as long as our consciousness is alive. I believe we should continue on living life to the best we can. Life is a beautiful course. We should be able to cherish such an amazing present.

What are your thoughts about the journey of life? I would be glad to hear your perspectives. I hope all of you will have an amazing week.

For questions, suggestions and requests, please comment below. Thank you.

- Kathryn

First Day of School

First day of school was a little bit of almost anything. Nerve-wracking, awkward, or even scary and others. I am not sure what`s going to happen in the coming days, but optimistically, I hope this new stage of my life will be greater. In the first day of school, most of the people in my class were kind and friendly. It was a calm start.

They say prepare for the worst things that can happen but hope for the best. This is one of the sayings that I usually impart in my mind. It`s always better to prepare for anything that might happen. "Precaution is better than cure" as they say. This applies to me at school. It`s always better to study now before it`s too late to study that I might barely understand any lecture any more. It`s always better to manage my time now before it`s too late that I can hardly sort my activities anymore. It`s better to schedule my activities now before it`s too late that I already forgot what to organize.

Nevertheless, I anticipate a great school year. A positive consciousness will greatly help in surviving the "catastrophic" difficulties I may acquire with school activities.

Thank you for reading! What are your thoughts on your first day of school? Please comment below.

Have a beautiful and positive mind set in the start of classes!  May God bless you all. ☺

For questions, suggestions and requests, please comment below. Thank you.

- Kathryn

Little Animal Friends

Hello there! ^_^

          It`s been about 6 hours and I`m glad that I finished the things I had to work on. So, tonight the weather is nicer although there`s a possibility that it will rain hard. My eyeglasses` frame broke a few days ago so I need to endure when the one eyeglass kept popping out of the frame. When I finished my work, I was browsing the internet and saw some videos that I most probably have seen before. I wanted to watch these videos because they really made me smile and laugh a lot. If ever you come across this post Bubbi, I thank you so much for the wonderful videos you uploaded. Her videos featuring her lovely animal babies "Chubbi" and "Domo" influenced me to have a brighter mood even though the weather earlier this morning makes me want to go crazy. 

Let me introduce these cute and lovable animals that warmed my heart today.

This is Chubbi, a Pomeranian. This is when she was younger.

This is Domo, a toy Poodle.

I`ve also been searching more videos that features these cute puppies or dogs. They really make me smile a lot. I was watching a bunch of adorable Golden Retriever puppies and I can`t help but feel happy. They`re so lovely! ♡ If you watched the videos above, I hope it also brightened your mood.

         For now, I`m just going to browse the web for a little while and I`m off to rest. Thank you for reading this post. I hope you check out my blog again. ☺

- Kathryn

A Normal Night during a Summer in 2013

Hello readers!

          Today, I can finally surf the web in my computer again. I am hoping that I will be able to control myself from getting addicted in surfing the internet. Before I started writing this post, I was watching some episodes of a Korean show called "On Style" and other videos. I really liked watching the show "On Style" in the television, but whenever I go to "TvN" channel these days, the channel where I watch the show, it`s very blurry so I can hardly watch properly. Thankfully, there`s a Youtube channel which uploads episodes of the show with English Subtitles. The only conflict that I have is when the internet keeps getting disconnected and back to being connected again. 

          Even though it`s already night time, it still feels humid and hot. I hope the weather gets a little bit colder. It`s late so I`m going to go to sleep in a few minutes. 

          This day had been a normal one but I am thankful that I was able to get through this day without any terrible harm done. I am also thankful that I was given another day.

          Thank you for reading my post. I hope you check out my blog again. Goodnight! ☺ 

- Kathryn