Right now, it`s exactly 1:48 AM, and I haven`t slept yet. The events in my daily life has been sadly physically inactive yet my heart and soul are deeply troubled. The clashing of the happenings in my head are like tiny bombs exploding inside my brain. The confusing moves of a dearly loved one is wistfully overwhelming. I always have doubts if my brain is working too much or I`m simply disheartened. Life has been rolling the dice and it`s been making me dizzy.
It is not laziness nor dreariness that makes one willingly still. It`s the obstacles of life that makes one long for a peaceful journey. There are times my heart feels heavy as if it has been working non-stop. But it hasn`t. It`s only exhausted. I am hoping for the water and food for this heart. It yearns love, care, happiness, fulfillment, honesty and sincerity. Only those who have been counted has the capability to be generous to contribute to such needs.
The shamefully works of people cause distress and trouble. It`s agonizingly painful to bear.
The mysterious moves of a loved one is breathtakingly surprising and sad. It`ll be a long journey to overcome.
Thoughts are jammed up, life is rolling, I am still.
- Kathryn
